Hi All,
About a year and a half ago, I discovered that I was an empath and quite adapt at "reading" people. I cannot tell you how momentous this discovery was! The mass of confusion that my life had been up until this point, was gone. Now, I knew why my life had manifested as it had. Since I have started paying attention to my "impressions", I've discovered that I am not limited to sensing and feeling people's emotions. I receive all sorts of psychic input. My problem is that I cannot identify when it is psychic information or simply my own thoughts. For example: In August, I felt a certain urgency in contacting my aunt. She passed on a month later. Now I know understand why I felt this urgency. Another incident was when I was playing hide n go seek. One of my friends is aware of my nature so he hid in a certain place and then tried projecting where he was so I would find him. I did NOT find him, but when it was my turn to hide, I hid in the exact same spot he did. LOL So how does one tell when the thoughts in one's head are not spontaneous but psychic in nature? Another question I have is this: I was born this way. I have been empath since I was a child. As a child, before I posessed language abilities, I was still processing empathic energy so I did so WITHOUT using words or word concepts. I simply processed in a way that I could understand. NOW, when I try to find words for these "impressions" I find that it is a huge struggle. Words cannot adequately capture all the subtle nuances of the energy I am reading. At the moment, I use "pictures" and "images" since this is how I understand energy. When I get an impression, I get a mental picture and this picture not only tells me what elements are present but the relationship between the elements. My pictures are composites of layers upon layers of information. For example: The way I "saw" my ex-husband was a vast expanse of cold, black deep outer space filled with stars, but in the lower right hand corner I saw a black hole that "felt" "dangerous". I understood this picture more clearly years later when things had played out. My ex was a cold-hearted, selfish person - as illustrated by the cold, blackness of outer space. He was capable of kind deeds on occassion, when it served his purposes - as illustrated by the stars. The picture showed me, that I was so enamored by the stars, that I was ignoring the cold, black outerspace. I had relegated that outerspace to the "background". The black hole was the mental illness that manifested 13 years later. On a certain level, I had always been aware of it. But how the picture made me "feel" also imparted information to me, which I cannot put into words. So by this example with the elements in the picture and the relationship of the elements, how do I communicate my "impression" using words and not word pictures? Is that even possible? Thank you.
gently,laura
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